25/4/2010

今天是星期日~
哈哈，废话==
就是我打电话找她的日子。
等待，
几乎我每一分钟，
每一秒都是等待那一刻的来临吧?
却，接近那一刻的到来的时候~
我却莫名其妙的心跳加速~
哈哈~傻leh我~
我看我不止傻，还很‘白’
无言~面对这样的自己~
面对你的时候的自己，
就是那么的傻+白

当然最后我还是打电话过去了~
听到她那个懒洋洋的声音，
心想，我该不会吵醒了她吧~
不会吧~~~
希望没有吧。
哈哈~
聊不久，就停了~
因为她要吃东西~
erm..不瞒你说
==那段时间我还真胡思乱想，
想个有的没的，
我看我真的想太多了吧..
还是天意弄人吧..
过后，我们继续聊呀聊呀~
还是如往常，
我就是没有那么多话题，
我就是喜欢听她的声音啊，
没办法==，
又更加了解她了，
原来，我是这么地不了解她。
以前的我，还真是自私。
聊到一半，突然间断了
my god==断了后还一直打不通她电话
搞到我急死了，
后来打的通的时候，
又怕她在听taklimat
打扰到她，害她被教官骂..
你看..我就是想到那么多。
有时候，我还真的不得不佩服我自己。
过后，就这样我只是send了封信息给她。
erm..电话中，
我想我应该有算有主动约她出去看戏吧..
因为我也好像兜了一个大圈想约地说~
不过我想，我好像被拒绝了..
心情低落中...orz
这是否是个暗示？
暗示着..
又想太远了~
算了，
我还真的很想和她一起去看初恋红豆冰地说..
明天，她就从ns回来semester break..
五六天，她说看啦..
那是否代表有机会和她出去呢..
不懂，太多太多也许了..
别想那么多，
明天开学了~
一大早就要去到大概5-6点才回到家吧？
她那个时候也应该回来了，
在pasar malam 走街吧？
心里不懂怎么想的..
好想见到她。
思念，这位老友总是时时刻刻围绕着我
满脑都是她，
想不了其他事情。
这个世界最坏罪名，
叫太易动情，
但我偏偏就是喜欢这个罪名吧..
白痴，
的我。


'I could stay awake just to hear you breathing'
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dreamed of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I am wondering What you're dreaming
Wondering If it's me you are seeing
Then I kiss you eyes and thank god were together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dreamed of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dreamed of you
The sweetest dream would never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dreamed of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing